|30.07.2024| Human nature

. I once strongly believed that you was born alone, you die alone. No matter how many people meet up, that you would always start and end this life cycle on your own. This sharped my mindset for a very long time and certainly did not fit the mass, especially in Asian culture, in which the approval of the mass played crucial role. Growing up along these contrast mindset is both an internal war somehow but yet a blessing to me. As i am getting older, I reached the point to reckon it is hard to label myself. I am always “in the middle” life of a “born in North” but grew up in South; a Vietnamese but affected by half-ass-western culture. I used to complain much why that I live in both worlds and could not decide which may describe best for my human nature. Then I reckon also that “grey area” give me the unique “microscope” to see the same problem from both sides. Throughout the time, I stop decided poorly it was purely right/ wrong. I have more patience for things even though I am still bitter but I know I didn’t survive alone in any community, no matter how independent I may sound. Today deliver called to sent books by anymous (I thought it was a scam and denied last week before 🤣). Turn out a long term friend read and just like old days at high school does know a special way to comfort me 🤓🙂‍↕️ I may sound harsh, but my social circle does nurture me a lot with love ❤️