|31.07.2025| Value of love

I used to spend lots of times wonder I may not find luck in love, blamed on myself that I may not be that good to deserve the love that I once read in books as a teenager. I wondered when I may receive that love, when i deserved to be treated right. I once quit to believe that Love exists.

Getting older, I reckon no one could forces you to do what you do not like, love people you do not want. In exchange, I learn to accept how people treating me. I look at the way people behave more than the words I heard, the texts I read.

Throughout the time, I reckon maybe the hardest lesson how to love yourself correctly. Stop fascinating that people may treat you right eventually, rather learn to respect your own, hold thing tight but also learn how to let things go once you reckon it may not match a right pair of shoes

So I learn slowly how to go backwards inside of my own. Miss what I may miss, feel how I may feel, but reading peace in daily life.