|25.04.2024|Sex and The City🌆

(I wrote 50% of it while I was ‘younger’ and ‘full of energy’. The rest I was back from hell. So it may messed up a bit, but the feeling is raw!) . *I am glad that I didn’t watch the movie till now. I may not get it the same way I did now. Similar age with the cast, every scene and scripts hit me differently as a 30s woman. *I love how many people believe that we, are single cause we could not find any love at 30s. In contrast, lots of us are single by choice. Less than 06 months, I had turn down in order ‘to be alone’, to self-aware that I am enough ‘materially and mentally’. *Last [05] days, more than ever of the last 6 years, I feel loneliness but yet love from surrounded people. Barely walked and talked. Surprisingly enough, my mind is still bright. I could still consult to the clients if I collect enough data but [05] days, enough to me…put a stop for a while. [05] days l was on my own with old reality and new fictional dream. 💭 [05] days made craving all thing you can eat in one sitting [05] days made me realize I didn’t regret for any life of choices: couples of people want to travel, others may decide to devote to this life in different ways. [05] days, out of surprise, lots of people called. Personal / hot line or even parents numbers just to check up I am alright. Yes, I survived, except walking with assistance lately , but still I am alive 🙂 One day and many more to go… . So thank you for the love and care. I truly appreciate.