|21.12.2023| 2023 wrap up

The most frequent question I got asked this year was “what do you want?”

• a present

• a holidayname it, then I know I could get what I want

To be honest, I was thrilled, not only because of the gifts by itself but the gestures / the love I received from people. For the first time in the last three years, I could say I am happy on my own. I am blessed to have a right to choose meeting or spend time with whom I want (no matter long / short time). For the first time I saw the power of saying No. The power of stop trying to be “a person with a good heart”. You can not be a good one with a broken heart 💔 or an unhealthy soul. And yes, many thing happened through out the years made me realize if people truly want something they would fight for it. And they r willing to fight hard. I stop wondering / questioning people’s acts but rather than myself. I stop trying to control everything. I learn my life lesson of let thing happen naturally (sometimes!)

Personally, April 2023 is definitely a milestone for my mental well being. It is such a moment when you realize you no longer seeking outside factors to be content 🙂

Another year passed by, a dozen person I met, heaps of memories to remember with them. Hence, I wrote this post to remind myself not forget to cherish for a meaningful year in my life. Merry Christmas Happy new year 2024! ♥️