|02.05.2025|

• Can I call you?

  One of the thing that I hate most was listening someone crying over the phone. I have done it for only few people. The last call video call I had, we were quiet, left the phone and someone went to sleep from being exhausted from mother funeral.

• 'My mom passed away today.'

  As you are older, you hear this statement more often. You eventually see/ hear the pain of people around you: some because of the covid, some because of the old ages.

I cried this time with the friend.10 years of friendship, I guess it all boils down to moment like this. You did not talk much to each other, just hiccup from both sides. 6000 miles, but we feel the pain of losing loved one. All of anger mix with love, the frustration, the pain toward that one and only person somehow come at once. I see another side of the man that I have known for the last 10 years….

Life at 30s…Rest in peace for someone just left this life.Whoever stays make the best from what we could.